Disappointment

Chelsi was supposed to come and visit me this weekend, but because of some car and money trouble, she wasn’t able to come. So I’m spending Valentine’s weekend alone pretty much.

I went out dancing last night and it wasn’t bad. It wasn’t awesome either though. The band was very good. We are hoping to get them to come to Eastern for our semester swing dance. If only we could come up with the money easier.

So basically this weekend has been a big disappointment. Pretty much the whole semester has been. I’m waiting for something good to come out of no where, but it hasn’t happened quite yet.

My recital went alright, but I got mixed feedback. Some of my professors were impressed and really happy while others kind of said “you’re starting to get somewhere”. And then gave all the solos in choir to freshmen who are clearly better. I digress…

I am trying to trust God that all of this is happening for some strange reason, but for now I’m just kind of annoyed and looking for something good to come my way.

I’ll probably spend the rest of the weekend working on my analytical paper because I usually lose track of time when I’m working on it and I really am enjoying it. So while couples all over campus and the world are celebrating their love, Ill be celebrating my strange love for writing papers about music.

I’m weird.

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    Joyagg said,

    God’s got something extra special waiting for you sweetie – but it’s the WAITING that’s hard. Love you bunches.


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